"I wonder whats wrong with me. Sometimes I just keep wanting to go deeper and deeper into the world of self destruction. Like as if I want to see myself fail completely and disappear."
I hate how overly polite I am to people, I mean seriously if someone proposed to me I would probably end up marrying them even if I didn’t like them just because I wouldn’t want to be rude.
(Source: thats-slightly-raven, via seungs)
I think one of my biggest mistakes is trusting someone. You trust them and then they go off doing something behind your back. Then I forgive them for hurting me and eventually, they leave, no goodbyes, just nothing.
"I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling."